Showing posts with label poetry. Show all posts
Showing posts with label poetry. Show all posts

Wednesday, April 22, 2020

The Relationship and the Robins - for Earth Day 2020



Earth's desperation has eased, partially lifted, as humans halt their activity when it's too late. They should have let her be. 

Her furry inhabitants take careful strides into the places where humans used to be. They search for a blade of grass among an unrecognizable array of human doing.

Earth's Moon sees her more clearly now, and is warmly reminded of her powerful beauty. Rivers roaring, land masses shifting, night's darkness absorbed into her, day's light converted into life. She is water, wind, and sand, and she is eternal.

Poor Moon, so unaware, so innocent. The cycle of billions of years is now spiralling off it's path, after a short two-century stint of humans.  And they will be back. No, Moon, there’s more going on than you can see from afar. 

Now, she is delicate. She has been harvested, trampled, robbed, and burned. She has been worn thin by the weight of humans. She is well beyond her human capacity, and they don’t stop procreating. 

She cries quietly as she carries the human suffering all over her scarred face. She knows it cannot be reversed. Not for her, not for them. 

All the warning signs had been ignored. The humans didn't cherish what they needed for their survival. Now her regions have become twisted, mutated and empty. She is no longer in her natural rhythm. Easily, her wounds can be observed, but the humans carry on. 

It was inevitable, she thinks, because she couldn't protect herself. 

She has seen it all, and felt it all. She has ancient vulnerability. Her oppressors have just begun to recognize one of theirs. The darkness of their fear replaces the exhaust fumes. 

"The humans cannot breathe," she tells her Moon.The humans now have something in common with her. Their systems are being attacked with no warning and no predictability. The lungs, the kidneys, even the blood.  The coal, the trees, even the air. It's all too familiar to her.

She wonders if there will be a new sense of connectedness between them, among the surviving humans. Like the early human days. It could be us against the, well, not world. It could be us against the..greed! Reciprocal care and consideration is our only hope.

In the still streets of this chaotic carnage, the robins come. They flock to areas where there are still places to build their homes. They remind the walking humans that there is still simplicity. There is still stable living. 

The robins seem fearless. Earth and humans both grasp for hope. None of them seem to have any control right now. But the robins don't seem to mind. 

They live simply, and need only to feed themselves. They do not hunger for power or gold. 

But power is in the wind and gold is in the sunshine. All the goodness runs through Earth's veins and arteries, rivers and lakes. Doesn't every being know that?

"Cherished Earth, this is my white flag, this is my wailing, my begging for mercy, my apology, and my plea for restoration. I am ready to take responsibility," thinks a human, dying alone on a ventilator.

"Calm now," she says, "Have peace. I suffer like you, and with you. And I am still fighting to live, and so can you. In life and in death, I will give you what I have, and I will take you into what's left of me. This is our destiny. Unconditionally, I love you; you are mine, and I am yours."

“Please love me too.”


copyright Theresa Ullyot 2020
photo cred: The New York Times

Wednesday, October 13, 2010

Arirang, Endings and Beginnings, Farming Advice

"The sun has set. Could it be that the sun wanted to set?" 
.....a lyric from one of many versions of Arirang (Very old traditional Korean folk song). I've included a link, listen to it, it's breathtaking.

Click and Listen to Arirang -Traditional Korean Folk Song
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Beginnings are naturally headed toward endings.
And endings point the way to new beginnings.

A child cries out her new life
as a mother exhales the last breath of her former self, willingly.

Winter kills Fall, as snow thumps down and covers wet leaf.
Then spring finally liquefies winter and she flows away gracefully.

Young puppy tries to catch its tail. Over and over. Happily.
Geese fly south when it's cold and return again when it's warm.

Old man returns to being hairless, teethless, and helpless.
As he remembers his childhood fondly, he is ready for the end.


Nature lets go. Nature is endings and beginnings. We are nature. 
Why can't I let go? 



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"Anyone who puts his hand to the plow and looks back is not fit for the kingdom of God"
.........Jesus (Luke 9, 62). 


Sounds pretty harsh eh? And are we all meant to be booted out of heaven cause we can't seem to let go of the past? Or we try and we mess up? I am sure the answer is no.


I really wondered what his means for a while. Whenever Jesus sounds like a hard-ass I know something is not right in my understanding of what he was saying. I waited. I prayed. I think I figured it out. (This is how it usually goes).

 If you think of being a farmer, and riding on a plow, and turning back and focusing your attention there, you would naturally  lose your ability to drive your plow straight. You would end up driving in all kinds of directions and messing up your field, or crashing, tipping your tractor, or worse. Basically having a few plowing issues and not riding along with ease, listening to his tunes, enjoying the sunshine, like a farmer should. We are all meant to live at ease and in harmony, like a happy farmer, you might say.

In order to know where you are going, you have to keep your eyes on what's ahead of you, and not spend your time looking back at where you have come from. Straight paths come from forward focus, and knowing the direction you are headed, and once you are going straight you can relax and enjoy (and that is part of the essence of the Kingdom of God, for now at least).

I guess it's pretty hard to live like a happy farmer with beautifully plowed fields when you are busy looking back at what you did when you were an angry lost unhappy farmer, who seemed to make an entire mess of his land.

Jesus, I love the way you look at things.
Thank God for fresh fields to plow.

Click to see trailer for an amazing movie. "Spring Summer Winter Fall....and Spring"